Sonya wasn't so sure if she feel flattered that she had such control over him, or worried at the thought of what Hanzo was capable of if he reverted-it was possible she felt a little of both.

"We shouldn't get this worked up." She answered, trying to compose herself. "Jane has been here for nearly four years, Coraline's been here for two. I hate the thought of bracing for something when I do have a life to live-maybe it's a form of 'running', but it's better than cowering."

That was the paradox of being a soldier, atleast in her eyes: on the one hand, she did consider herself to have kamikaze tendencies while on missions, but at the sametime, that just made her want to 'live' even more.